glimpse into the past

was looking through my old journals and found this little entry written on a scrap piece of paper a few years ago:

...what a year it's been. I'm going to really miss res life and first year. It was great, so many memories with much laughter. "A day without laughter is a day wasted." ~Charlie Chaplin

FRIENDSHIPS: established, renewed, strengthened.

GOD...even more profound in my life. Nothing but pure good times. I'm so blessed.

MY FAMILY: loving someone so much that it hurts...I now understand.

A LESSON LEARNED: "Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."~Gilda Radner

PRESENT GOAL: desire for continued awareness of injustices around the world...to have compassion.

with love~tam

It's refreshing and depressing at the same time. That entry made me feel like...my life was filled with purpose, clarity and direction. I definitely don't feel that anymore...which is sad. I know I've changed over the years but to realize that it wasn't always for the better, not cool. I can understand how people become jaded over the years. But I won't stay here, I will choose not to let my life run this way. "You've got to get yourself together, you got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it" ~U2